its not hurt , but its kinda hurt

im a love failure . I AM a failure 

Haha . its kinda stupid i think . not think but its a fact kay

Hm , dia siapa je pon ? He's not mine . NOT MINE . so yang aku nak jealous lebih kenapa ?

jangan lha tanye aku ! tanya hati kay -.- nasib ah kalau hati tak balas

Haha . Its not gonna be this hurt if kau tak sakap kau sayang aku kay

its not gonna be this hurt if kau tak proposed aku

its not gonna be hurt if kau tak wujud actually 

but then , you've done it , congratulations

you already make me so damn fucking jealous

"tak salah kan kalau saya nak sayang sayang orang lain"

Haha . at first aku engad kau main main senanye

but then , kau betol betol buad

Homaigad , its like a huge huge big stone crashing down my heart kay !

From the day i get to know you better , about umi , about you 

im starting to fall for you

but then again , im a love failure . i will choose wisely 

thats why aku tak terima proposed kau kea ape

Aku tanak aku sakit dikemudian hari XD Hihi

tapi memang nampak terang lagi bersuluh lha kan kau ta sayang aku

SobsSobs . i hate this kind of feeling actually :'((

kau sakap kau sayang aku , tapi kau sayang sayang dengan orang lain

Actually there's two feeling i feel now

1) sedih lha kan , sebab kenape kau bagi aku harapan semua . why doh . why why !

2) happy cause in the end , im kinda know who you are . I know that you doesn't love me . Nasib kita tak couple . Siapa jea kan aku -.- Hahaha

Watlek jea doh . Its not the end of the world kay 

after all situations i get in through , im strong enough

its not even your fault , its my fault , siapa suruh aku jealous kan . Im trying to make things BETTER ! im trying to be friends with him !

but he's asking me to forget him

I think its not gonna be easy , because im a professional stalker

But now , i really make a decision , after this post .

i will not think about you ever again